i allready mentioned about it, that after electroconculsive therapy my mind was all messed up. after first shocks i got cold and slept whole rest of the time in hospital while actually i was allowed to go home in between.
this picture is from the few pointless videos while i was in psychosis, was probably after the event i was visiting my ex girlfriends parents.
i have only vague memory about the visit, but what i have been hearing afterwards was that at first i was quite normal..
at some point i apparently saw someone getting glass of water and i said i will get me some water too, came back with jar of pickles, and then started to put my hands in the jar and taking pickles out with my hands and doing something with them.
rest of the evening i spend lost in somewhere around the "city" because i think i was going to store to buy something. all i remember is some dream like visions while i probably walk around
when it comes time to arrive at hospital, i'm not sure that was the time when i was acting threateningly towards some of the patient
i believe because we were fb friends and we were going to walk at one time. also i was tripping so badly that i got some small injure at side of my head.